Among our global challenges I'm often inspired by the intersections of science and culture, where so called 'facts' and the deeper mysteries within us collide. Hence my 'non-liniar' output. My aim is to create works which raise questions from the invisible through abstractions and metaphors. Being intuitive, I play with hints, suppositions and the margins of being as I go after the mystery. Can truth become a formula or does it die when placed upon a forced march by external demands?

For example, due to recent discoveries, scientists are speculating that it might be possible for something to be bigger on the inside than it is on the outside. Aspects of popular culture has long promoted this concept, such as Dr Who's Targis, Mary Poppin's bag, Felix the Cat's magic bag of tricks and many others. Jules Verne's and George MacDonald's books fortold these days. We are all really children pretending to be adults.

Scientists are saying that some 'regions' of spacetime have that property. Indeed, the concept of redeeming your timeline is beginning to emerge. Is the space time continuum flexible, even fluid to change? 

Since my youth I've been a stranger on a strangely beautiful world. The deeper mysteries of creation  pose far more questions than proven facts. That drove me into books, such as Buckminster Fuller's Ideas and Intengrities and George Steiner's Language and Silence.

Contradictions are important, as they can lead us to greater truths. For example, decades ago I worked in military intelligence in the midst of the Vietnamese refugee crisis in the Philippines.  My hidden work led to being selected for the Blue Angels flight team for four very public years. What a shift in my identity and ideas! As a consequence, my work was exposed to a global audience.  I got a fat head for a time...ho ho ho.

Yet all of that fell away after leaving the military. Then, 32 years ago, I entered another radical shift when I was in NYC on the art scene's fast track, where I found the scene to be more prediatory than Panama's jungles. After a year,  I bypassed a budding international career and returned to Baltimore. My collectors thought I'd lost my mind. Yet, more and more I needed the space and peace and serenity of my half acre of gardens to regather my wits and my integrity.

At that time I was facing many self-contradictions. Gradually I softened my relentless self promotion and the toil of shows in order to be free and push into a deepening exploration. After a few testy years, I began to connect those contradictions and realized there was an arc building towards a coherent understanding. In creating unique bodies of work, I gained a freedom moving between 2-D to 3-D to performances and videos and back. A more authentic confidence emerged.
Now I'm on the move again,  seasoned to deal with new horizons.

2018-19 was a wildly challenging period of personal extremes, regardless of covid, etc. To set the stage, after three decades of teaching at MICA, I retired and went to live for six wonderfully adventurous months in the turbulent Middle East.
Then at the end of June, I underwent a near death experience and was flown back to a Baltimore hospital. On August 8th, I underwent an unexpected heart attack. The extensive recovery time transformed and reset my creative vison, which inspired an unexpected dive into new series of figurative paintings that erupted in January of 2019. Many are not on this site.

As my concepts are born out of living among and exploring diverse cultural and social influences, I foster a free-ranging, intuitive approach to making work that doesn't  follow a set of rules, let alone the  politics of the art world. So, my work is notible for distinct series, shifting from sculpture to painting or a combination of diverse media. Yet, there are interconnecting themes that drive my work. The great Russian film director, Andrei Tarkovsky tagged it as "the dilemma of the human condition".

I'm often surprised amid my process, which is fermented by many internalized questions, such as "What am I seeing or not seeing? Is this authentic or lazy flatulence?"  Yet, it is never to mount a soap box, but rather to offer visual encounters which transcend preaching or social propaganda.

My asthetic often filters through a colorful, abstracted tactility based upon my teenage jungle experiences in Panama, and much later, two years  scuba diving in the Philippines while working in military intelligence.  Even now, I tend to cycle through periods of stripping down to essentials to returning to overloaded layering. Some works are singular while others become prototypes, possibly for further work. Some series number as low as three, yet others have resulted in as many as 66.

 I love reworking pieces when i see a greater potential. In turn, I make use of the resulting fragments. This continues to teach me the power of resurrection, where something that was solid or even good, gains more than what it had before.

Names often reflect key aspects of our character. My last name, Zaruba is an old Czech name that loosely translates as 'he who splits wood with an ax'. As Allen means harmonious, then I am the happy woodcutter. Yet, years before I discovered this, I was intuitively drawn to wood as a creative expression, even during the 20 years when painting was my principle medium.

As a consequence, the symbolism of the ax has periodically appeared in my sculptural work. This began with acquiring an eroded ax head in 1991 that had lay buried in a 200 year old apple tree. I gilded it's lace-like form in 24k to translate the way I perceive it's context and resonance. The hollow of the handle suggests a house in miniature, such as the spirit houses of Asian cultures or the sky burials of others. Later this concept inspired two series of cage-like sculptures on legs during the 1990's based on human rights abuses.

During a 2015 residency in West Cork, Ireland, I participated in a fascinating annual bronze casting symposium, Umha Aois, which attracts artists and archeologists who utilized the basic techniques, raw materials and processes of the bronze age to produce new works, some of which were replications of historic artifacts, such as the ax. This was the catalyst that prompted the series.

This series began with Awakening , which, in turn, followed the series-A Tent of Stars. Based upon the ax as metaphor and symbol, this initial 'ax' surface is covered in stars with a 3D form as flame that passes through a small canoe covered in lenticular image fragments of various works of art and cultures.  The upper hollow is lined with slices of lenticular images and reflective surfaces.

Why the ax?
Considering the increasing cultural violence as well as our tendency to isolate ourselves through social media, I was initially at a loss as to why I would focus on what most Americans would peg as a weapon of violence, such as the Lizzie Borden murders.  The research helped me to see that the ax symbolizes much that is positive and constructive, especially in regards to the building of civilization. Yet, the symbol, like a mirror, confronts us with what is buried in our own make-up.

The ax is an ancient universal symbol of authority and power rooted in many cultures, from the First Nations to Asian, European and African cultures. For example, in ancient China, the ax symbol was often woven into the silk robes of the emperors to signify the decisiveness of their absolute imperial authority. From there, I began to explore other cultural myths which led to the foundation that  the first axes were stone. These created sparks and  consequently became associated with lightning, thunder, rain, rebirth and...creation! They were often  termed 'thunderstones' and held as highly sacred. It is interesting to note that both the Chinese and Pre Colombian cultures periodically created elaborate, non-functional ceremonial axes out of prized jadite and flint.

The metaphor of the ax can operate on many levels, such as splitting apart issues to reveal 'facts' or the truth. The ax is judgment in action, splitting truth from lies, clarity from confusion. It is both tool and weapon. My hope is that the abstraction of the symbol would offer a way of considering how each of us might see authority (vs. the current focus on abuse and fear.), possibly as a way to reflect more deeply upon what our culture is contending with. Above all the mud slinging, what is true? What are the facts?  What vital aspects may be missing? Do we believe everything we are fed by the media?  Are we selective in the building of our own 'false news' campaign? What do we not want to consider or see?

Gilding the blade edges with 24k gold questions what is eternal against the brevity of life. The moment of now is now past. Getting into the river now is not the same river tomorrow. Gold's stability is a fascinating medium, especially as it is the only metal that visible light can pass through and yet filter out those rays that can harm our eyes. It has been used in the visors of pilots and astronauts to protect their vision.

My sculptural concepts were initially forged by earlier periods of my life outside of mainland America, such as my high school years in the Panama Canal Zone. (1966-71) Slashing through the often dense jungle offered colorful adventures, yet also set a perservering attitude that many years later helped me through the most challenging fifteen years of my life in which I underwent seven near-death health experiences. I discovered how to cast out the spirit of fear or the need for recognition and turned towards the pursuit of the deeper mysteries of life.  I am a warrior. (See the painting of that title) As Churchill famously declared-"Never, NEVER give up!"

Other primary influences include 18 months I served in military intelligence in the Philippines- 1978-80, during the height of the Vietnamese refugee crisis- a horrific time that turned my heart towards the dilemma of the human condition from a universal perspective rather than a cultural or political one. Then in 1988, a critical year in Paris, France and other European cultures.  Then beginning in 1990, a radical decade working as the assistant to the Arte Povera sculptor, Salvatore Scarpitta. Sal initially told me- "Allen, you have too many ports of call in your work. Go to the North Pole where nothing is left but the sky above and the snow below." 

So typical of Sal to offer such a contradiction that set me on fire- refining down to conceptual abstrations, away from found objects and  into complex layers of texture. In turn my own authentic identity began to emerge, free of chasing after a major career or needing to be recognized or shown. Instead I slowed down and drew ever deeper into a spiritual growth , towards a great hope that cannot be denied.

This samples an array of works that are indicitive of my core concepts.

My identity as a sailor and global nomad flows from a colorful upbringing amid certain cultural crossroads, from the Asia Pacific islands to Central America.

At nine months old, I learned to walk aboard an ocean liner crossing the Pacific Ocean. Since then I've been aboard supertankers, WWII military landing crafts, yachts, trimarans, speedboats,  dug out canoes and outriggers.  So, it was only natural that my work often cycles through the ship as an metaphor of life's journey, from the womb to the cradle to the coffin. 

In 2000, I began a new series of large-scale, ship-shaped installations built around on-site trees as the sails. Each was intended to serve their local communities as a gathering place or informal social practice. They also served as crucibles for experimental photography, video and performance.

Their interiors welcomed visitors as participants and dreamers, which many claimed as their own.  For example, a small girl in Annapolis learned from her parents that she was the captain of her own ship. 

Eight years ahead of the Excessivism Movement that started in 2015, Ocean was a sensory overload of a critique on our consumerist culture gone wild. Constructed in March 2007 for one month in the main gallery of the Creative Alliance, it's ship-shaped installation sat on a diagonal across the 2000 sq ft space and contained eight rooms, each with a unique theme. It was a 360 degree shift in materials and concept from the preceding public sited ship installations, each of which  were constructed primarily of slab wood around or near existing trees.

Both the exterior and interior surfaces incorporated an eclectic range of diverse materials and found objects. Eight performance costumes hung on stands outside the entrances, which were available for the public to don while exploring the rooms.Inside, five videos of prior performances were shown in various locations.  Slide projections of my travels were also projected onto various surfaces.  Oscillating fans were located in each space and transition point and softly blew hanging materials back and forth. An inverted antique sailing skiff served as the roof of the Drowning Room, while various rooms included sofas and chairs buried under layers of materials, among other seating options. 

The green, silk-lined and padded Sex Cage proved the most memorable with certain visitors falling asleep... until after closing, which then set off the alarm and brought the police.

Created at Quiet Waters Park in 9/2006, this four room interactive multi-level installation was constructed upon the cement ruins of a hunting lodge that predated the park. Made of driftwood and found objects collected from the bay, it was intended as a place of contemplation in order to question humanity's relationship with our collapsing environment. This came about because of a beach I'd been going to since 1989. For the first several years, I would collect and carry out trash I'd find along that mile of cliffs. Then it began to overwhelm the beach to where 20 feet provided more garbage than I could carry.

So, I determined to make a work that would critique this- by using some of this garbage to create a challenging context. What resulted was a surprise in many ways, both positive and unfortunately, negative.

First of all, it's remote location was originally rarely frequented outside of joggers and hikers, even though the site was among the tallest stands of original trees in the park, on a hill overlooking a sheltered cove. As the installation drew near to completion, it  began to draw people in increasing numbers. Each time I returned, I found more and more repeat visitors. People brought picnics. Children played. Music happened. The word spread. I was most amazed when I was introduced to a European couple who flew in because their friend said it was worth the trip! An informal festival like air took over. That autumn was one of wonders upon wonders as I almost lived in it, refining details and happily talking with people who often helped with difficult parts. Many spoke that it brought a profound sense of peace and wonder.

However, it proved to be the most controversial project of my career. Within three months, it was condemned by two small groups of wealthy Annapolis people. I met with one of them on site- a most amazing experience of being absolutely hated as if I was the devil. He refused my handshake. Nothing I said was heard. His hatred was so far off the charts as to not touch me. Rather than being offended, I was astonished that this well meaning work of art could provoke such a completely different response from the others I had been experiencing.

They saw it as either an illegal religious Christian chapel on government land- or as a Satanist sacrifice center. It rapidly became the center of a public storm that resulted in coverage by the Associated Press and an article in Sculpture Magazine. Despite hundreds of local people supporting it and a professional offer to take the case to court (for free), those wealthy people bypassed the director of Maryland's state park system (who had visited it and delightfully approved the project)... and managed to get it torn down prematurely- condemned by the State as a building without a building permit!
A DVD is available.

My performance work began in 1995, during Artscape's memorable complex of installations- The Ecstatic Garden of Sublime Delerium, which was located in the former Decker Gallery of MICA's Station Building. After creating a multi chambered installation in a 20' x 20' x 20' square space, I realized that I wanted to integrate my presence into the installation. So, I covered myself in the same stressed and torn plastics used in the installation and in effect, became part of the experience.

This continued for a few years before I began doing solo performances independent of an installation.  This was also the first time that I opened the work and invited other artists friends to participate. This led to an increasing interest in collaborations.

The majority of those performances took place in two venues. The first was during the initial seven years of the American Museum of Visionary Art, where I worked on staff. In addition to installing the exhibitions, I led off the museum's parades at their yearly festivals. The other venue was during successive Artscape festivals. Over time, I've traveled as far as Southeast Asia, performing at locations along the Mekong River, up on the Plain of Jars and at Anghor Wat.

During the year that I was a senior Fulbright scholar to Korea, (2003-04), I was invited to a series of festivals, including sold out performances at Theatre Zero, at that time a cutting edge space. I also began to develop an interest in Japanese Butoh, which led to several impromptu performances around Seoul, on the streets and in the subways. One of my primary projects was to have my performances filmed in different locations around Korea and compiled into a DVD- Inbetween.

In 2004, having returned to MICA, I organized Recycled Ocean- a performance at MICA's Falvey Hall with 16 of my students and the world fusion band, Telesma, then just beginning to be recognized. It was well received.

There are ten DVDs of various performances, from dancing among Christo's Gates in Central Park to an appearance on Maryland Public Television.
These performances have since inspired several print series. In addition the costumes have been used as suspended additions to my installations.