Work samples
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Baltimore: In Recovery - Creator, Writer and Director"Baltimore: In Recovery" is a theatrical work that personifies Baltimore as a patient mandated into therapy, blending civic satire, emotional realism, and surreal interruption. It uses the structure of therapy sessions to interrogate Baltimore’s public narrative and turns it into embodied dialogue. I wrote and directed it. The long form of the show was staged by the Baltimore Rock Opera Society in partnership with New Song Learning Center in 2022, and a special "mental health and wellness" edition was presented/sponsored by Balance Point Wellness, a Baltimore-based non-profit offering mental health support to teens and young adults in 2023. This show has been performed at the 2024 Charm City Fringe Festival.
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She's Such A Bright Girl: An American Story Cover - Author"She's Such A Bright Girl: An American Story" is a story of respectability politics gone very wrong. Petula Caesar is raised in the 1970s and 1980s in Paterson, New Jersey and Baltimore, Maryland. Petula's Black parents, dark-brown skinned Christine and a very light-skinned Walter - migrate north from the south to find work. Once their light-skinned daughter is born, Walter realizes her complexion could give her a great advantage in her life if used correctly. Walter raised Petula to be as "White" as possible by straightening her hair, surrounding her with White dolls, only exposing her to culture created by White people, and teaching her to not be too loud, too overbearing, or to take up too much space in the world. Petula was taught to always be aware of how White people viewed her, and to behave in ways that would make White people feel comfortable and unthreatened. In exchange, she would achieve upward mobility and escape the trauma of being Black in America. But while doing this, Walter created a tremendous identity crisis in Petula, who had to fight massive fears and insecurities - demons that eventually came to haunt her father as well.
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Funktopia - Produced by The Baltimore Rock Opera Society - Producer and Co-Creative DirectorFunktopia - An Afrofuturistic theatrical concert that blends music, movement, and storytelling into a world-building performance experience. Funktopia reflects my interest in ensemble spectacle and the way genre, like funk, futurism, and theater, can be used as a tool for collective imagination and cultural repair. Presented by The Baltimore Rock Opera Society in 2021, I served as producer and co-creative director on the project. Funktopia is a planet hidden behind The North Star, was a place some Africans enslaved in America escaped to after trudging as far North as they could in America, and there is always a party going on. Three live shows took place at The Voxel Theater on consecutive weekends in September.
I enjoyed leading the team on this project. The lead creative team included a co-creative director, a movement director, a set designer, and a costume designer. I also worked alongside the marketing team, and worked with the technical staff at The Voxel to build out a world onstage that included a car, a classic Baltimore bus stop, an African shaped disco ball, a bandstand for musicians built above the set, and a stoop full of glorious characters. The idea came out of a bunch of confusion - this project originally was intended to be something else completely. But after a series of twists, turns, and unexpected mishaps, including a cease and desist order, the idea for Funktopia was born.
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Rock Opera 101: Art Across America @ The Kennedy Center Millenium Stage - Producer and Co-Creative DirectorThe Rock Opera 101 Series was created by me and was produced for the Baltimore Rock Opera Society. It was a 3 part series, and the first installment in the series was performed at Creative Alliance and was live streamed by The Kennedy Center.through their Arts Across America series. Thousands of people got to see this show.
About Petula
"I write stories that don't behave: stories that sometimes start as memoir, and then become monologue, and then swell into music, and sometimes end up onstage as theater. I’m drawn to the places where performance becomes a way to tell the truth. PERIOD. My creative practice lives in the overlap: journalism and folklore, confession and critique, Black women’s interior lives and the public myths built around our bodies, our cities, our families. I work across forms because life does.… more
More about "Baltimore: In Recovery"
"Baltimore: In Recovery" is a theatrical work that personifies Baltimore as a patient mandated into therapy, blending civic satire, emotional realism, and surreal interruption. It uses the structure of therapy sessions to interrogate Baltimore’s public narrative and turns it into embodied dialogue. I wrote and directed it. The long form of the show was staged by the Baltimore Rock Opera Society in partnership with New Song Learning Center in 2022, and a special "mental health and wellness" edition was presented/sponsored by Balance Point Wellness, a Baltimore-based non-profit offering mental health support to teens and young adults in 2023. This show has been performed at the 2024 Charm City Fringe Festival. The piece is one stop shopping for art and healing.
I came up with the idea while passing a methadone clinic while on the way to a therapy session. I muttered to myself, "this whole city really needs therary. Wonder what that would be like?" When I returned from therapy, I began outlining the plot and identifying the archetypes that would become the "patients" seen by the "therapist." I took my lived experiences and those of other Baltimoreans to flesh out characters that represent Baltimore's past, present and future, along with its beauty and its challenges. I ws really nervous about doing it, because play writing was something I had always avoided all my life. It always frightened and intimidated me in a way I could never work my way past. But one good thing about conceptualizing this while I was working at BROS (I was their Director of Community Engagement at the time) was that I was surrounded by a lot of creative people who were fearlessly creating theatrical work. They really dreamed big, and that helped break me out of my shell creatively. I was especially proud of this work because there were a lot of social workers, psychologists and psychiartists in the audience at all the shows, especially the shows we did with Balance Point Wellness, and many of them came to me to commend me on how accurately I depicted therapy, even while taking some dramatic and artistic license. That meant a lot to me, because I knew the work was resonating on several levels at once. The long form version of the show, in addition to the theatrical components, included musical/spoken word performances between each "therapy session" by The Out of Water eXperience, and included projects accompanying each therapy session. The version for Charm City Fringe did not include musical/spoken word performances, but added a character/additional therapy session. Producing different iterations of the show allowed me to put on different hats - writing and directing and even doing some stage managing and handling of logistics. But audiences have always responded to seeing their thoughts and fears onstage. In many ways I consider it my love letter to my city, and it has helped me explore the meaning and value of community.
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Baltimore: In Recovery - BROS Poster -
Baltimore: In Recovery - Clips From The Charm City Fringe 2024 performance
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Meet Milan Monroe - From the BROS 2022 performance
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Baltimore: In Recovery - A Montage Of Performances from the 2022 BROS performances
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Baltimore: In Recovery - September 30, 2022 BROS show in its entirety (includes musical performances from The Out of Water eXperience.)
More about "She's Such A Bright Girl: An American Story"
I always knew I'd write a memoir at some point. My biggest concern was that I wrote it well. I spent a little over 10 plus years trying to write my memoir. But each time I stopped myself. I realized I was bleeding all over the pages, which was affecting how I was telling my story. I was still processing my story, and that kind of writing was not what I wanted captured in my memoir. So I stopped, went back to therapy, worked on myself, and came back to it when I was in a better headspace. I actually did that twice - started writing, realized I wasn't ready, stepped away from it, stepped back, wrote, realized I wasn't ready. When I finally wrote the memoir, I knew it was time. I could tell because I was able to center myself in the story. A lot of my memoir has to do with my relationship with my dad, and previous versions were very much about my dad. He was the main character in my story because I was still working through everything. In fact the very first version of my memoir had a picture of him on the cover instead of me. And the memoir is about me, so I should be centering myself in telling my story. I was able to figure that out in time. I got okay with my lens being the lens of record for this piece of work. Once I got to that place, the manuscript poured out of me. And it won an award - competing against hundreds of other memoirs/works of non-fiction. I was very proud of that. While the work is very much about colorism and race, it is also about identity - about figuring out who you are and how others influence that, often long before you get to figure things out for yourself. Writing this book has given me the opportunity to talk about a lot of intersecting issues in community discussions. I've visited most of the branches of the library around Baltimore, leading community discussions about race, colorism, identity, and family. It was a bit disconcerting to see how many people struggled in various ways with these issues, and as I curated more community discussions I began making a point to bring therapists to sit on panels to help people unpack these issues.
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Interview about my book on WYPR-FM with Sheilah Kast
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She's Such A Bright Girl - Chapter 1
Listen to Chapter 1 of She's Such A Bright Girl.
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Promotional Video for "She's A Bright Girl"
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Interview about my book on WEAA-FM Radio
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Community Discussion of "She's Such A Bright Girl" at Impact Hub
More about "Funktopia"
A concert is taking place on Funktopia, a small planet hidden behind The North Star where some Africans escaping slavery in America ended up. Petula was the producer and co-creative director on the project during her time at the Baltimore Rock Opera Society as Director of Community Engagement. The concert featured a collective of Baltimore talents who came together for four shows at The Voxel Theatre in September 2021. My time at BROS was not always easy, but it did stretch me as an arts administrator, as a collaborator, as a team leader, and creatively. The entire story of how Funktopia came to be is a long complicated one full of twists and turns - even a cease and desist order - and I would have never thought such a stunningly beautiful thing could have come out of such confusion. Everything from how it looks to how it sounds to how it feels is truly a wonder. It is a testament to what can happen when people are given resources, access, and freedom to create. It was my honor to lead this project.
More about "Rock Opera 101"
"Rock Opera 101 began as an idea for a series of live concerts that would dive into the past, present and future of rock opera and its performance as an artform. Conceptualization began in very late 2019/very early 2020 - it was my first project as the Director of Community Engagement for The Baltimore Rock Opera Society. By early spring we were trying to figure out how to do the shows without an in person audience. Could we live stream our shows? It never occured to me or any to not do the shows - in fact, as the pandemic waged on we felt the performance art we were bringing to people was necessary. I served as [roducer and creative director for the series, and I selected the cast for the show. The first show - American Music - was live streamed from the back room at Peabody Heights Brewery. Eventually we moved into the Creative Alliance, and that show was live streamed by the Kennedy Center's Arts Across American Series. The show was viewed by thousands across the country and around the world and was extremely well received. The series was presented in three parts thoughout the summer
Shades of Honor - Produced by Rapid Lemon Productions for The Variations Project 10 minute play festival 2025 - Variations on Courage
"Writing plays frightened me for years. I avoided them like the plague. I found the style of writing intimidating. Like many writers I have encountered, I felt the stage was a limitation for the ways in which I could be creative. But after writing "Baltimore: In Recovery", I felt more confident about doing it. I started seeing the stage as a container to hold whatever I put in it, and less like a barrier to creativity. The true story that eventually became "Shades Of Honor" is one related to my father and his experiences with colorism while serving in the Army Air Force during World War II. My dad hoarded a lot of his paperwork throughout his life, so I actually have a lot of his military stuff from when he served. There are a few lines in the play where the commanding officer reads one of the commendation memos in the private's file, and the words are from one of the commendations my dad actually received. Writing a 10 minute play is a particular kind of container, and this was my first time attempting it. It was wonderful to have it be so well-received, and seeing it acted out onstage was amazing, though I've seen my work onstage in the past. This was different for me - it had a different kind of meaning because it was a true story."
2024 marked the 20th year anniversary of The Variations Project, Baltimore’s original, ten-minute new play festival presented by Rapid Lemon Productions. The theme for each year's festival is chosen by audience vote the previous year, and the 20th anniversay brought audiences. “Variations on Courage.” The festival was comprised of 13 plays about courage of all kinds. Petula's play, entitled "Shades of Honor" depicted a light-skinned Black man serving during World War II who is offered the opportunity to return to civilian life as a White man by his commanding officer.
In A Black Women's Kitchen - Produced by Two Strikes Collective/The Strand Theater for the 2025 Brown Sugar Bake Off Festival
Inspired by Paula Vogel's Bake-Offs, the Brown Sugar Bake-Off was presented by The Two Strikes Collective, in partnership with The Strand Theater. It is a celebration of the unique and universal stories Black women and non-binary creatives have to tell. 2025 was its third year, and it focused on mental Health and what it means for Black and Brown women to reclaim their wellness in the face of emotional labor and generational trauma. Eight plays were selected to be performed, including mine, entitled In A Black Woman’s Kitchen.
In A Black Woman’s Kitchen is a two-hander stage play that unfolds in the intimate, familiar space of a kitchen as best friends Jasmine and Karla navigate conversations about marriage, mental health, cultural identity, beauty, and self-trust. What begins as a routine hair appointment becomes a deeply personal exploration of vulnerability, particularly around Jasmine’s struggle to reclaim a sense of self after betrayal in her interracial marriage. Through discussions of therapy, Black womanhood, and the symbolism of hair as both personal choice and cultural marker, the play examines how intimacy, control, and freedom intersect in everyday life. Baking serves as both a literal and metaphorical grounding force — a space where Jasmine once felt confident, creative, and whole. As the women reflect on the pressures placed on Black women’s bodies, appearances, and emotional labor, the kitchen becomes a site of healing and reclamation. The play culminates in a powerful act of self-assertion, using humor, warmth, and shared history to highlight the courage it takes to choose oneself again. Blending realism with cultural specificity, In A Black Woman’s Kitchen centers Black women’s interior lives with honesty, tenderness, and joy. The work itself is what I would call a fictionalized account of various conversations I've had with Black women friends of mine, including my daughter, who happens to also be named Jasmine.

