Before I began to use music as my primary means of expressing emotion, I used various sorts of painting and drawing.

I did a few oil and watercolors, but it was mainly acrylic and colored markers.

By the time 2000 had rolled around, I was reduced to just pen & ink scribblings, a sign of my mental state.
  • City.jpg
    City.jpg
    "City" captures the sense of isolation even though surrounded by people. Before I used music to convey my struggles with mental illness, I used visual art. This is what I felt like after the psychotic breakdown. In the late 2010s, Mental Health America used this image in their "Mental Health Month" campaign. I also received an award from Yumi Hogan, Maryland's First Lady, for participating and performing in a "Mental Health Awareness" art show in Annapolis.
  • Departure.jpg
    Departure.jpg
    I feel this represents what it would be like if I could ever escape the shackles that held me back. Digitally enhanced color markers.
  • Escape.jpg
    Escape.jpg
    "Escape" is a rather accurate expression of my mood at the time: me as the orb, desperately trying to escape the clutches of an all consuming, evil force. The problem here is, no words or images can truly explain the the hell I was going through, 24/7. Acrylic
  • Eyato Onh.jpg
    Eyato Onh.jpg
    Another visualization of escape, of flight, of potential freedom. Like a mantra, I kept telling myself again and again, "Hang On. Things Will Get Better!"
  • Flight.jpg
    Flight.jpg
    To me, "Flight" signifies the desperate frustration of wanting to flee the mental agony. The being has been at it so hard and long, that its arms and body are distorted. Still it tries ... and tries ...
  • Jimi H.jpg
    Jimi H.jpg
    A tribute to Jimi Hendrix. Opening for him at DC's Ambassador Theatre in 1967 had a profound effect on my music direction. The only other time this happened to me was I when I heard jazz pianist/composer Bill Evans in an intimate motel setting in Rochester NY (1972). I just had to learn how to do that!!!
  • Multilayer Technological Dream.jpg
    Multilayer Technological Dream.jpg
    In the 1980s, a number of my pen and ink drawing became newsletter covers. This was one of them.
  • Outworld.jpg
    Outworld.jpg
    Title inspired in part, by Berkeley Breathed cartoon "Outland." I suspect M. C. Escher had a hand in this too. The original pen and ink rendition was later digitally enhanced. The overlapping landscapes are a reflection of my inner world.
  • OzzO8.jpg
    OzzO8.jpg
    I did this on paper that was larger in size then what I particularly used, not that it mattered. Of special interest are the two beings and what they represent. One thought is that they're highly stylized prehistoric beasts, or maybe it's a glimpse into the future.
  • Rhythm Machine.jpg
    Rhythm Machine.jpg
    What we see here of course, is only a segment of a vast celestial Rhythm Machine.