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Potential Beings
Growth is a phenomenon that truly defines things as living beings. Plants clearly grow and yet, to a human, they seem less alive than a more emotional animal. When the rate of plant growth is compared to the busy lives we lead as humans their silent persistence is often missed. It is only with the slowing down of time that we can see the speed at which this growth happens.
By growing plants from seeds I became aware of their actual rate of movement. How their fresh meandering forms could bend and sway as they reached both toward the light and also propelled water up through their long lean stalks. Their graceful dance demonstrated to be how beautifully alive they were.
My plant creature's come from my fascination with the way living things develop over time as well as pattern, symmetry, texture and color found in nature. All of the invented "plants" I depict are in the beginning stages of their lives, their freshly hatched bodies being prompted to grow and react to their atmospheric environments. These environments influence their shape, direction and potentials, and demonstrate their individual personalities that range from solitary and lonely to menacing and aggressive.
Through these color etchings I bridge the gap between the more animate lives of animals and the slow almost stationary life of plants by exaggerating the soft energy that plants emit to bring them into a light that human beings can better relate to themselves.
BFA- Thesis - Guilford College
By growing plants from seeds I became aware of their actual rate of movement. How their fresh meandering forms could bend and sway as they reached both toward the light and also propelled water up through their long lean stalks. Their graceful dance demonstrated to be how beautifully alive they were.
My plant creature's come from my fascination with the way living things develop over time as well as pattern, symmetry, texture and color found in nature. All of the invented "plants" I depict are in the beginning stages of their lives, their freshly hatched bodies being prompted to grow and react to their atmospheric environments. These environments influence their shape, direction and potentials, and demonstrate their individual personalities that range from solitary and lonely to menacing and aggressive.
Through these color etchings I bridge the gap between the more animate lives of animals and the slow almost stationary life of plants by exaggerating the soft energy that plants emit to bring them into a light that human beings can better relate to themselves.
BFA- Thesis - Guilford College
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An Ominous FutureEtching, Á la poupée and relief roll 18 x 12 inches
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Friends for life, but not Best FriendsEtching, Á la poupée 24 x 18 inches
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She WalksEtching and relief roll 4 ¼? x 6 ¾ inches
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Watch OutEtching and relief roll 4 ¼? x 6 ¾ inches
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Seedling IIEtching with hand coloring 7 x 3 inches
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Walking AwayEtching and relief roll with pen and ink 4 ¼? x 6 ¾ inches
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Do You Feel Bound in Your Own Skin Sometimes?Etching with chin colle 13 x18 inches
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Nip It In the BudEtching, Á la poupée and relief roll 18 x 12 inches
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Do You Feel Stuck in a lot of Places at a lot of Times?Etching, Á la poupée amd relief roll 16 x 9 ½ inches
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You?re Talking Yourself in CirclesEtching, Á la poupée and relief roll 18 x 12 inches
The Professor's Garden
House sitting for the ol'professor. He trusts me with his house, his garden, his pets, his cars and most of all his studio. I must have done something right.
I suppose this was like my first mini residency. I got a hansom "stipend", few responsibilities and all the food and inspiration I could muster out of the magical garden. This was an amazing three weeks spent in North Carolina, while the professor and his curator wife vacationed in Italy.
I suppose this was like my first mini residency. I got a hansom "stipend", few responsibilities and all the food and inspiration I could muster out of the magical garden. This was an amazing three weeks spent in North Carolina, while the professor and his curator wife vacationed in Italy.
Turning Points
This is a unintentional ongoing self portrait project. I often feel inwardly torn. Torn between relationships, work, family, art, life in general. When big life events have hit the fan, i have found comfort in documenting my struggle to resolve my conflicting emotions.
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Grandmother Hand Mirrors
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Which One Goes?I have three jobs. Working at Atwater's- Belvedere Square, working at the Contemporary Museum and working on making art. Only two work well together. But which ones? - 2011
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When My Mom DiedThe night my mom died. 9:30pm January 7, 2011. Heavy, drained and numb.
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Half in/Half outPreachy older lover, an alcoholic writer who never wrote. He kept his old writing locked in a back pack. Over and over he would drive me in and out of love with him. I was simply half in/ half out. Half in the relationship by my choice, half by his. It never worked - ever. What a mess. Permanent jam up. - 2008
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College/The Real WorldTurning Points began when I graduated from college and was gifted my first camera. My mom insisted that I get pearls as a graduation gift, my dad suggested a watch. I thought they were both clueless. Even though now a watch would be kind of useful. The Canon Rebel XT was just what I wanted! I wanted it because I envied my "ex-photographer-boyfriend's" camera. I never took a photography class - so dumb. I played with my camera and found myself to be the most interesting subject - so dumb. I discovered long exposures. I took countless long exposure pictures of myself in the bedroom while my "ex-photographer-boyfriend" tried to capture lightning shots on the balcony. We were different. He was simple. I was complex. I needed simple stable sex - so dumb. - 2007
Words
Repeated into oblivion words/phrases become hollow holding virtually no meaning. We mock ourselves and emphasize frustration, only to realize there is slim escape from the tortuous hold of these mantras.
"Words" comes out of a combination of personal frustrations and repetitious phrases. My friends and I sometimes turn accidental repeated phrases into a game, trying to mock the given phrase in as many different ways as possible. The repetition happens so many times that phrases take on new meanings and sometimes lose meaning all together.
As we mocked ourselves, I began studying typography for my job as a chalkboard sign artist. I began to incorporate our silly game and the fonts I had been studying and by doing so found new visual ways of bring life to our tired and true phrases.
"Words" comes out of a combination of personal frustrations and repetitious phrases. My friends and I sometimes turn accidental repeated phrases into a game, trying to mock the given phrase in as many different ways as possible. The repetition happens so many times that phrases take on new meanings and sometimes lose meaning all together.
As we mocked ourselves, I began studying typography for my job as a chalkboard sign artist. I began to incorporate our silly game and the fonts I had been studying and by doing so found new visual ways of bring life to our tired and true phrases.
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Easier Said, Than Done
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474330_585514163312_277553108_o.jpg2012 - My car was broken into. This was my protest. The rear window was expensive to replace, so I drove around with my message for about three weeks. It made a lot of people smile, honk and take Instigrams. My anger is famous...
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Helping Hands2012 - I am trying to be informed on the subjects: Homelessness and Beggars. These are serious social issues and need to be addressed as thoughtfully as possible. For this reason, I've been driven to produce a project that addresses the amount of poverty I see in Baltimore city. There are so many vacant houses and disparate people. I can not help but be bombarded by people asking me for money everyday and it causes a growing uncomfortable feeling inside me. I don't trust anyone on the streets here anymore. It's sad. By casting my hands, frequently filling my hands with change and placing them along with a written message in area's in which I have been hustled for money, I see myself taking control of the situation. I'm no longer being confronted for cash. Instead I'm taking control of the situation and providing an offering.
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Hey! What's Your Name?Jay, Dylan and I are in New York on Delancy Street, playing a showing at The Delancy- imagine that. We are at the foot of the Williamsburg bridge in a dark relatively empty basement venue. Jay is drunk on whiskey, attention and delusions of fame. He starts accosting the audience with his amplified voice over a James Nasty old school beat. "Hey, what's your name?" x 1,000,000. We smoke pot with the sound guy in Dylan's car. We drive over to the bridge into BK, to meet Chris. Chris was my first boyfriend that I never kissed because I was embarrassed of my braces. He didn't understand at the time, but we stayed friends. "Hey, what's your name?" turns into drunken chanting down the streets and over whiskey pickle backs. We're just drunk Baltimore kids trying to make some friends in Brooklyn. We have fun in a photobooth and it's 4 in the morning. "Thank god we don't live in Brooklyn" I say.
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JAMMED UPOnly a beautiful black man can express being "Jammed Up" with effortless eloquence. He maybe an expert on the subject, but we are all Jammed up. Jammed up mainly by the economy, our lack or mobility and the hopeless jobs we shackle ourselves to just to get by.
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Be More Clear 2011I did a drawing is college full of aliens, well really they were spider vagina monsters- typical. My peers were into it but my professor slammed it. In one sentence he taught me how to cook, clean, draw and otherwise live my life like normal human being. He said "You can't cook by throwing everything in the pot. You have to be selective." My greatest weakness! Damn it - he found it! My inability to be clear was exposed. Now I was forever trapped to face the impossible clarity I would never reach. Clarity was my prison and still is my greatest challenge. Is it possible to be young & clear? Is it possible to be insane & clear? My boss tells me "We could all stand to be more clear and honest about what we can do." All art wins with the challenge and mastery of being clear. Clarity in art is the subtlety between mystery, giving it all away and heart. Isn't that any good relationship? Frosted mylar & pins
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459801_582551206102_214723006_o.jpgI was so convinced that working at Woodbery Kitchen wasn't a "real job," that I openly expressed the fact during a pre-shift family meal. My words were uncontrollable, gushing out of me before I could really comprehend my frustrated tone. People stopped chewing their food. The next day I was confronted, "We feel you're not invested in Woodberry." "I'm not." I replied blindly and bluntly. That was that. But even after that, "Get a Real Job" followed me around, coming out of my parents eyes, my friends mouths, my roommates sighs and droning it's poison even in my own head. -Whatever WTF does "get a real job" mean anyway? Nothing- I guess all it can mean is to "own your shit"- as an older lover once preached to me. Fuck him.
Phos
Meaning "the light" in Greek. My mom was Greek. She died from cancer on January 7th. 2011. The six months before she died were agonizing. Horrifying, really. I started making light sculptures almost immediately after the funeral. With her passing came a true acceptance and understanding of the word ephemeral.
This project challenges me to practice simplicity and letting go by embracing the ephemeral natures of light and installation.
This project challenges me to practice simplicity and letting go by embracing the ephemeral natures of light and installation.
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Chapel in my Studio II
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A Chapel in my Studio2011 - There was something so quite and peaceful about these transparent glowing forms. The shadows they cast on the walls and ceiling remind my of a stained glass spider web. These kept me calm in a time of great loss.