This is the first song in my song cycle "Grief Never Leaves," showing three glimpses into the emotional turmoil of a woman who has lost someone very dear-- yet not knowing if he is alive or dead. She suffers from the pain of loss, constant uncertainty, and a tepidness to move on in hopes that he may come back.
This song focuses on the shock of losing her lifelong companion in the blink of an eye. It is ridden with the anxiety someone experiences after the first couple of weeks after losing someone.